Post by Operator on Apr 5, 2009 21:45:27 GMT -5
I don't know about you guys, but the countless hours I've just spent involved with this forum and the information accompanying it has my head buzzing.
When you get caught up in all of this stuff, it's easy to let that fear and hopelessness feeling take over and make the world seem so dark. I have to wonder if that's the way to live.
A few weeks ago I was just doing my thing, focusing on my life and not worrying about anything. Then this NWO stuff came up on the news, I posted on 4chan, and now we're here.
Now that things are settling in, I'm starting to wonder if I can do this. I don't mean to sound like I'm backing out, it's just very consuming and I don't know if I have the time or energy for it anymore.
That in itself scares me- it's almost as if there's something I can't see that's stopping me. I just hope that "something" is something natural and/or in my best interest, as I can't help but fear they may have the technology to suppress our willpower at this point.
Either way, I'm going to need to take a break from all of this for a while. I planned on doing that earlier but I got sucked back in. I hope you guys can understand and will continue the effort; I will be doing my part, too, with wearing the white armband and all. I just probably won't have the same amount of time to be here as I was in the past 24 hours.
Anyways, sorry for the rant, but I just wanted to be clear on how I'm feeling about all of this, and I hope it doesn't dash your hopes or expectations. The thing is, I'm just spent at the moment and need to do something else, but I'll be around.
When you get caught up in all of this stuff, it's easy to let that fear and hopelessness feeling take over and make the world seem so dark. I have to wonder if that's the way to live.
A few weeks ago I was just doing my thing, focusing on my life and not worrying about anything. Then this NWO stuff came up on the news, I posted on 4chan, and now we're here.
Now that things are settling in, I'm starting to wonder if I can do this. I don't mean to sound like I'm backing out, it's just very consuming and I don't know if I have the time or energy for it anymore.
That in itself scares me- it's almost as if there's something I can't see that's stopping me. I just hope that "something" is something natural and/or in my best interest, as I can't help but fear they may have the technology to suppress our willpower at this point.
Either way, I'm going to need to take a break from all of this for a while. I planned on doing that earlier but I got sucked back in. I hope you guys can understand and will continue the effort; I will be doing my part, too, with wearing the white armband and all. I just probably won't have the same amount of time to be here as I was in the past 24 hours.
Anyways, sorry for the rant, but I just wanted to be clear on how I'm feeling about all of this, and I hope it doesn't dash your hopes or expectations. The thing is, I'm just spent at the moment and need to do something else, but I'll be around.
. Dont worry man, we're not gonna let this thing slide.
